Sunday, September 06, 2009

What?!?

Two months!! THAT'S how long it's been? Good grief.

I kept thinking of things to write about and thinking I'd get to do them. . .and now a new semester has started again and I'm working six days a week between the jobs. It all just seems to be going poof.

I know I've been a very bad friend when it comes to contact with people. But it is so easy to get caught up in the day to day stuff that unless someone actually calls me on the phone, I don't do anything. . .

Ok. . .YOU don't know that there was a long break there but that last sentence reminded me that I needed to call Cynthia back. See? She called. I posted on her MySpace that I would call back this weekend. And this reminded me. Normally I would call right away but I have been so tired most week nights. Don't believe me? I've been going to bed around 10pm. For me that's early. Even Michael has noticed because I go to sleep before him when he's used to dragging me to bed or making me feel guilty for being awake during what are (for me) normal night hours.

So, I've caught up with her. I called Val earlier and hope she calls me back tomorrow. I feel like there's this weird gap between us since my wedding. Like something happened to bash our friendship. Like I should be holding a clueless sign above my head that I did something to irrevocably alter things. I have no idea. And it may well be that I am just being a paranoid freak. It's not like that's something new.

As for the rest of you. . .I think of you all too. And we all say we'll catch up. AWA is coming up in two weeks so maybe I'll be able to call you all then. It's time for sleep. Hugs to all.